8th June

I miss u ex-boy..Even though you are just a memory to me..

1 year goes by..I hope u also remember this date as you wish for it..perhaps..

Heart you (In my memory)

Be strong,franc.

Happy Gawai!!

Selamat Ari Gawai Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai Nguan Menua to all my dayak friends!!

Have a fun n great gawai!! ;)

I'm 19 today!!

21st May.. My birthday dow...Wish myself a very great birthday.. Wish myself always happy, all the best, good results good health & happy family..:)

Accident. :P

19th May 2010... accident in front of chung hua school b4 going to school. I was at the 3rd place, which means that I was knocked the car infront of me. Hee. According to the police, it was my mistakes. I can't denied anything as I knocked from behind eventhough it was the fault of car infront of me that already accident b4 me. Careless me, being not alert this morning. NVM, a great lesson to me. Hmm..Having a rest 1st, my arm n leg a bit hurt because of the impact just now.

p/s: Cuti UMUM utk diri saya sendiri. :)

I LOVE MYSELF

"U must love yourself 1st b4 u love the others."

"Love the one who love u."

"Never love people that never appreciate u."

"Always trust your heart."

"Love your famliy, then your friends."

"Lastly,just be yourself."

All of this phrase is told by my brother to me. As he had attend an "Innershine" session that make him changed a bit in his behaviour. He had turn more caring now. Glad to see him. :)

He do told me that, he cried during the session. (He realised that family is very important.)

Crying...

May be some other people think that it is a weakness.

Only a coward person will cry..

Only a weak person will cry..

Only an emotional person will cry..

Don't think it like that..Think positively..

Crying..

Is a courage..Courage in what???

Courage in feeling..Why??

Because u dare to show out how your feeling is..:)

Sound sentimental a bit dis few days..

Honestly, I don't know how am i being now??

Real me?? May be..

Just...I'm lost..

.Nevermind.

I deactivate my FB today. Through FB, I saw someone talking shit about me (Is me,I think, coz the things he said really punch my feeling with sudden) Better I deactivate it...

Nowadays, ppl love to express their feeling thru FB. It's ok to me actually as I did so b4 this. When it comes to the part of embarrassing ppl, I really feel pissed off with dis kind of ppl.

I feel myself being "played" by my fren, maybe..Naaaahhh..It's ok. Just don't make me feel sick of u,that's enough. From dat guy, with ur words, maybe u really want to blame me only. But better u wake up n see ur surrounding, if i not mistaken, they are many ppl quite hating u, talking bad about u. Maybe those ppl try to blame me,we don't know. I did talk about u b4 dis, but i only say it out when someone start the conversation. Here, let me say SORRY to u. I apologize frm u.

However, I much2 appreciate ur rough word to describe me. Thanks so much.

I am Me..N dis is how I act..

• Daddy's girl (Yes, I spend my dad's money, i drive his car, everything i want, my dad will give it to me. Bcoz I knw that, everyone almost same age like me or us, do only spend our parents money.)
• Behave
• Direct to the point
• Being selfish is the ME right now!
• Being aggressive
• Silence
• Lastly, free spirit!

I hate to keep a revenge on ppl. SO PLEASE DON'T FORCE ME TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL ANNOYING ON U.

Lastly, I LOVE MYSELF N I'M BEING MYSELF!

Great Exam Mode

Having a 1st semester exam for 4 days already, still have 2 days to go..Luckily tomorrow n next Monday is public holidays. At least, I can rest myself down. No need to feel that tense up. I've been 2 days didn't sleep. -__- (sah org yg suka belajar last minute..) hahahaha..;PP

1st day exam Pengajian Am paper 2..Whoa!!! I felt happy that I can finish all of the questions, because last year last exam I didn't finish it. :ppp

2nd Day MUET(reading)..OK..The answers really twist my brain toooo much!~~ Then, Bahasa Malaysia paper 2. Gosh! My hand cramp after hand in the paper. Aw Aw~~

3rd day..Hahaha..*mampos day* Microeconomy exam oiii! Look at the exam paper, blur for a while.."Keanjalan keluk permintaan, keanjalan keluk penawaran, anjal, tidak anjal.." WTF! Apa ya bh???? Why teacher focus too much on Chapter 3 bh?? adoh2. * I didn't touch chapter 3* hahahaha..naaa..It's Ok..As long as I didn't hand in an empty sheets..;PP

4th day..Aw aw! MUET listening dow!!! Naaahhh..I fill all the blanks..But don't knw whether correct or not??? Lajak jak la..hahaha.. Then , Geography Physical exam..Adusshhh! Heard Tehan beside me said, "Shitt! Susah dow!! " Nahhh..Nervous la me..huhuhu..

Putaran bumi, teori Hanyutan Benua, sistem geomorfologi pinggir pantai..Heeee..Tension saya!!

Holiday mode..Having a rest 1st..

Well, eventhough exam question mostly are very though, but never try want to cheat. What for?? Tiada faedah nya.. If STPM,u can cheating??? Of course NOT! haha..

Some ppl are very weird, I do have a tuition for my Geography, haaa...Start..They will ask u, what is the clue for tomorrow exam..Yoh! Stupid! Why ask me??? The teacher jz teach me, n she will never tell me what will be asked in exam.. Sure,those ppl think that I got more advantages compare to them..Actually NO.. We all are just the same. If u study, u will never worry about exam. If no, jz face it! U deserve to fail in exam! hahaha..N sure no cheating is allowed!! If cheating is allowed, fuyohhhh..4 flat sudah saya dow!!!! hahaha. K la, gonna rest. Update again soon. xoxo..franc..;)