I'm 19 today!!

21st May.. My birthday dow...Wish myself a very great birthday.. Wish myself always happy, all the best, good results good health & happy family..:)

Accident. :P

19th May 2010... accident in front of chung hua school b4 going to school. I was at the 3rd place, which means that I was knocked the car infront of me. Hee. According to the police, it was my mistakes. I can't denied anything as I knocked from behind eventhough it was the fault of car infront of me that already accident b4 me. Careless me, being not alert this morning. NVM, a great lesson to me. Hmm..Having a rest 1st, my arm n leg a bit hurt because of the impact just now.

p/s: Cuti UMUM utk diri saya sendiri. :)

I LOVE MYSELF

"U must love yourself 1st b4 u love the others."

"Love the one who love u."

"Never love people that never appreciate u."

"Always trust your heart."

"Love your famliy, then your friends."

"Lastly,just be yourself."

All of this phrase is told by my brother to me. As he had attend an "Innershine" session that make him changed a bit in his behaviour. He had turn more caring now. Glad to see him. :)

He do told me that, he cried during the session. (He realised that family is very important.)

Crying...

May be some other people think that it is a weakness.

Only a coward person will cry..

Only a weak person will cry..

Only an emotional person will cry..

Don't think it like that..Think positively..

Crying..

Is a courage..Courage in what???

Courage in feeling..Why??

Because u dare to show out how your feeling is..:)

Sound sentimental a bit dis few days..

Honestly, I don't know how am i being now??

Real me?? May be..

Just...I'm lost..

.Nevermind.

I deactivate my FB today. Through FB, I saw someone talking shit about me (Is me,I think, coz the things he said really punch my feeling with sudden) Better I deactivate it...

Nowadays, ppl love to express their feeling thru FB. It's ok to me actually as I did so b4 this. When it comes to the part of embarrassing ppl, I really feel pissed off with dis kind of ppl.

I feel myself being "played" by my fren, maybe..Naaaahhh..It's ok. Just don't make me feel sick of u,that's enough. From dat guy, with ur words, maybe u really want to blame me only. But better u wake up n see ur surrounding, if i not mistaken, they are many ppl quite hating u, talking bad about u. Maybe those ppl try to blame me,we don't know. I did talk about u b4 dis, but i only say it out when someone start the conversation. Here, let me say SORRY to u. I apologize frm u.

However, I much2 appreciate ur rough word to describe me. Thanks so much.

I am Me..N dis is how I act..

• Daddy's girl (Yes, I spend my dad's money, i drive his car, everything i want, my dad will give it to me. Bcoz I knw that, everyone almost same age like me or us, do only spend our parents money.)
• Behave
• Direct to the point
• Being selfish is the ME right now!
• Being aggressive
• Silence
• Lastly, free spirit!

I hate to keep a revenge on ppl. SO PLEASE DON'T FORCE ME TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL ANNOYING ON U.

Lastly, I LOVE MYSELF N I'M BEING MYSELF!