help me..

My hands are too itchy,that's why my blog turns to disaster. hee..How to make it back to normal?? I don't want a double header..I don't want a double "about me". It looks funny..teach me please..

::Pathway::

I'm kinda missing this blog. Long time not update it as I started using Tumblr, 2nd blog of mine. It is much easy to be used. But,it's ok, I'll still keeping this blog too on the same time.

1st day of August today.. From now on, I will be busy mode and for sure I'm exhausted all the times. May be because of worrying my study, my future, I can't sleep well..Everynight, I only sleep for 4 hours equally. Hell!! I really can't stand with it. I'm not the kind of "tidur mati". :P

Instead of that, I also being tired of my parents' nagging sound. Very irritating you know. How to say ya?? They like to say everything that has passed. As my SPM results is not so well done, 4A only. To them, it's only "cukup makan" je. But then,my dad hope that I can do well in my Chinese subject. Sorry, that 1 I totally can't. Chinese language, ya, I can speak it well, but in writing an essay or some translating poem essays, gosh! sorry..I not even can wrote it well. It simply twisted my mind, I really got no idea with it. And sure, I became not interested with this subject. But I did well in my English language, as I score grade A, while Chinese language, I scored low grade C. Disappointing,right? That's why till now, it's still becomes a point of my dad to blame me. But, I strongly believe that, I got no luck at all dis 2 years!! why??? Because those friends that has a lousier results n not even qualified to requirement are luckily being picked to U or teacher trainee. Huhu!! It's ok, I struggle a bit hard, then i can achieve what I get..

Tired dow. I hate being now situation. Stress.

*I hate being looked down by those friends as they are a bit higher edu right now, whoa!! A word comes out from them is the way their show off themselves. Haha! it's ok. This is not a right time for me. peace all.* Night!

8th June

I miss u ex-boy..Even though you are just a memory to me..

1 year goes by..I hope u also remember this date as you wish for it..perhaps..

Heart you (In my memory)

Be strong,franc.

Happy Gawai!!

Selamat Ari Gawai Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai Nguan Menua to all my dayak friends!!

Have a fun n great gawai!! ;)

I'm 19 today!!

21st May.. My birthday dow...Wish myself a very great birthday.. Wish myself always happy, all the best, good results good health & happy family..:)

Accident. :P

19th May 2010... accident in front of chung hua school b4 going to school. I was at the 3rd place, which means that I was knocked the car infront of me. Hee. According to the police, it was my mistakes. I can't denied anything as I knocked from behind eventhough it was the fault of car infront of me that already accident b4 me. Careless me, being not alert this morning. NVM, a great lesson to me. Hmm..Having a rest 1st, my arm n leg a bit hurt because of the impact just now.

p/s: Cuti UMUM utk diri saya sendiri. :)

I LOVE MYSELF

"U must love yourself 1st b4 u love the others."

"Love the one who love u."

"Never love people that never appreciate u."

"Always trust your heart."

"Love your famliy, then your friends."

"Lastly,just be yourself."

All of this phrase is told by my brother to me. As he had attend an "Innershine" session that make him changed a bit in his behaviour. He had turn more caring now. Glad to see him. :)

He do told me that, he cried during the session. (He realised that family is very important.)

Crying...

May be some other people think that it is a weakness.

Only a coward person will cry..

Only a weak person will cry..

Only an emotional person will cry..

Don't think it like that..Think positively..

Crying..

Is a courage..Courage in what???

Courage in feeling..Why??

Because u dare to show out how your feeling is..:)

Sound sentimental a bit dis few days..

Honestly, I don't know how am i being now??

Real me?? May be..

Just...I'm lost..

.Nevermind.

I deactivate my FB today. Through FB, I saw someone talking shit about me (Is me,I think, coz the things he said really punch my feeling with sudden) Better I deactivate it...

Nowadays, ppl love to express their feeling thru FB. It's ok to me actually as I did so b4 this. When it comes to the part of embarrassing ppl, I really feel pissed off with dis kind of ppl.

I feel myself being "played" by my fren, maybe..Naaaahhh..It's ok. Just don't make me feel sick of u,that's enough. From dat guy, with ur words, maybe u really want to blame me only. But better u wake up n see ur surrounding, if i not mistaken, they are many ppl quite hating u, talking bad about u. Maybe those ppl try to blame me,we don't know. I did talk about u b4 dis, but i only say it out when someone start the conversation. Here, let me say SORRY to u. I apologize frm u.

However, I much2 appreciate ur rough word to describe me. Thanks so much.

I am Me..N dis is how I act..

• Daddy's girl (Yes, I spend my dad's money, i drive his car, everything i want, my dad will give it to me. Bcoz I knw that, everyone almost same age like me or us, do only spend our parents money.)
• Behave
• Direct to the point
• Being selfish is the ME right now!
• Being aggressive
• Silence
• Lastly, free spirit!

I hate to keep a revenge on ppl. SO PLEASE DON'T FORCE ME TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL ANNOYING ON U.

Lastly, I LOVE MYSELF N I'M BEING MYSELF!

Great Exam Mode

Having a 1st semester exam for 4 days already, still have 2 days to go..Luckily tomorrow n next Monday is public holidays. At least, I can rest myself down. No need to feel that tense up. I've been 2 days didn't sleep. -__- (sah org yg suka belajar last minute..) hahahaha..;PP

1st day exam Pengajian Am paper 2..Whoa!!! I felt happy that I can finish all of the questions, because last year last exam I didn't finish it. :ppp

2nd Day MUET(reading)..OK..The answers really twist my brain toooo much!~~ Then, Bahasa Malaysia paper 2. Gosh! My hand cramp after hand in the paper. Aw Aw~~

3rd day..Hahaha..*mampos day* Microeconomy exam oiii! Look at the exam paper, blur for a while.."Keanjalan keluk permintaan, keanjalan keluk penawaran, anjal, tidak anjal.." WTF! Apa ya bh???? Why teacher focus too much on Chapter 3 bh?? adoh2. * I didn't touch chapter 3* hahahaha..naaa..It's Ok..As long as I didn't hand in an empty sheets..;PP

4th day..Aw aw! MUET listening dow!!! Naaahhh..I fill all the blanks..But don't knw whether correct or not??? Lajak jak la..hahaha.. Then , Geography Physical exam..Adusshhh! Heard Tehan beside me said, "Shitt! Susah dow!! " Nahhh..Nervous la me..huhuhu..

Putaran bumi, teori Hanyutan Benua, sistem geomorfologi pinggir pantai..Heeee..Tension saya!!

Holiday mode..Having a rest 1st..

Well, eventhough exam question mostly are very though, but never try want to cheat. What for?? Tiada faedah nya.. If STPM,u can cheating??? Of course NOT! haha..

Some ppl are very weird, I do have a tuition for my Geography, haaa...Start..They will ask u, what is the clue for tomorrow exam..Yoh! Stupid! Why ask me??? The teacher jz teach me, n she will never tell me what will be asked in exam.. Sure,those ppl think that I got more advantages compare to them..Actually NO.. We all are just the same. If u study, u will never worry about exam. If no, jz face it! U deserve to fail in exam! hahaha..N sure no cheating is allowed!! If cheating is allowed, fuyohhhh..4 flat sudah saya dow!!!! hahaha. K la, gonna rest. Update again soon. xoxo..franc..;)

Nine Million Bicycles

I heart this song so much..:) Enjoy it ya..

"Nine Million Bicycles"

There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact,
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die.

We are twelve billion light years from the edge,
That's a guess,
No-one can ever say it's true
But I know that I will always be with you.

I'm warmed by the fire of your love everyday
So don't call me a liar,
Just believe everything that I say

There are six BILLION people in the world
More or less
and it makes me feel quite small
But you're the one I love the most of all

[INTERLUDE]
We're high on the wire
With the world in our sight
And I'll never tire,
Of the love that you give me every night

There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a Fact,
it's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die

And there are nine million bicycles in Beijing
And you know that I will love you till I die!

Here is the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTy3WA0Pq8M

Life...was great sometimes..But also full wit bitterness in it..

Many people will walk in & out of your life but only 1 person will leave footprints on ur heart..:)

The bitterness in life make us learn a mistake from it..Without a regret, we make some changes. Only that, we can make it as a lesson..

The great moment of life, we should always remember n keep it. Only that can make you smile eventhough u almost fall asleep..:)

Life is full of color. So, live ur life dude! ;)

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Sick Mode

Period mode then fever mode then flu mode..3 in 1 lorrrr..huhuhu..

I'm very tired..Feel so cold..Everything that i did can't go well..

Hope I will get well soon..Huhu..

Renung-renungkan la..

Kawan-kawan sekalian,

Apa perasaan u all when ada seorang lelaki tu mau tackle u, tp pakai cara physcho a.k.a cara kotor?? Here is the example:

** Dia text I n kata dia almost pengsan..Then berpura-pura jd kakak dia text I lagi n said dia sdg sakit n pengsan..After 4 hours like dat, dia text I lagi kata dia dah OK..Sdg kan time tu dia sdg happy2 serta enjoy utk BBq nite bersama dgn kawan2 dia...**

ShiT!! I tertipu what..Apa perasaan i?? U all tau tak, I mcm rasa diri I bersalah bah time tu..Sbb I dah berkali-kali reject dia,kata tak suka dia..Damn! It's OK..I jadi GF dia dulu..Let me play him back! hahaha..Sapa suroh pakai cara kotor?? kan3????? Giksa nya! Lagipun I mmg dah xda feel gik dgn laki gik..Apa gik Laki yg muda dari ku mcm si dia tu??? haha..Shittt..:)) Saje2 mau share kisah bodo ni..;)

CNY mode..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS!!! ;)

&

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TOO!! :)

p/s: My Valentine's day is taken by CNY..:) Luckily..